The self-searching is a lifelong duty.
(if I have not note here long time ago, I'm now making the note.)

Apparently only 1 in 1000 becomes successful and financially independent and since that 1 person is often constantly working with only 4 hours of sleep, that means we see the rest of 999 people all the time.

obviously the obvious thing is obviously obvious.

Vegetarian means someone only eats veggies. That invented word vegan(since 1944) is not only useless, also sounds and look more meaty in any way. And if you say that you're a vegetarian in asia, you're going to miss all the seafood, egg and milk.

I'm joking like real. Couldn't you tell?

It's not a tendency, it's the future.

We. The filmmakers are the professional liar.

Love can endure but click is timing.

You're breaking my heart. You're tearing it apart. So ...
- Harry Nilsson 1972

thought i'm not gonna recognise you when we come across again...

Deception is the best cure of a broken heart.

You just destroyed the picture with you in it.

in the eyes of a more experienced, you're simply repeating the same pattern like everyone else.

The old one came with the old issue, the new one comes with the same old issue.

Read my lips. It's not me, it's you.

If you wanna put your life on screen. Make sure it's not boring !

If you don't see any reason to go on living, it's hard to care much about what happens to you. You tell yourself to be dead, and after that you discover you're ready for anything - even a crazy thing like vanishing into the night with a stranger.
- Paul Auster - Mr. Vertigo

We've never met, nothing has ever happened and we'll never meet.

Everyday is the last day.

wishes everyone's quality shines and the dark thought fades, may we all become a better self and make the world a better place. World peace.

The winner takes it all
The loser standing small
Beside the victory
That’s the destiny

- Björn Ulvaeus & Benny Andersson 1980

Too warm to think, too cold to move, no warm no cold we lose the hope, so what and where is the perfect spot?

that night, the snow finally start to melt.
that night, trying to catch you before too late.
that night, worrying to hell in a strange town.
that night, you went off and all went wrong.

la stupidité est universelle.

How to get over something never over?

Over you, under you.
One side or the other
I've done with you.

deleted unwanted past.

rehearse the scene over and over again for I can appear more nature if it actually happen.

Strangers - Dave Davies - The Kinks, 1970

Where are you going I don't mind
I've killed my world and I've killed my time
So where do I go what do I see
I see many people coming after me
So where are you going to I don't mind
If I live too long I'm afraid I'll die
So I will follow you wherever you go
If your offered hand is still open to me
Strangers on this road we are on
We are not two we are one
So you've been where I've just come
From the land that brings losers on
So we will share this road we walk
And mind our mouths and beware our talk
'Till peace we find tell you what I'll do
All the things I own I will share with you
If I feel tomorrow like I feel today
We'll take what we want and give the rest away
Strangers on this road we are on
We are not two we are one
Holy man and holy priest
This love of life makes me weak at my knees
And when we get there make your play
'Cos soon I feel you're gonna carry us away
In a promised lie you made us believe
For many men there is so much grief
And my mind is proud but it aches with rage
And if I live too long I'm afraid I'll die
Strangers on this road we are on
We are not two we are one
Strangers on this road we are on
We are not two we are one

my dreams are like fragmentations of life, with the start but not the end.

XXV. Sonnet - William Shakespeare

LET those who are in favour with their stars
Of public honour and proud titles boast,
Whilst I, whom fortune of such triumph bars,
Unlook'd for joy in that I honour most.
Great princes' favourites their fair leaves spread
But as the marigold at the sun's eye,
And in themselves their pride lies buried,
For at a frown they in their glory die.
The painful warrior famoused for fight,
After a thousand victories once foil'd,
Is from the book of honour razed quite,
And all the rest forgot for which he toil'd:
Then happy I, that love and am beloved
Where I may not remove nor be removed.

forgot how to forget.

i let you go because i know your life is not gonna last.
i wanted to be there at your funeral but thought your value just lost.
i don't think we will meet again in any time soon because you care nothing but the lust.
so i'll just let you go since you've nothing i can trust.

if you mistake me, i'll just let it be. cause you're blind with your judgement and you can't see.
i owe explanation to no one, especially you. cause you're deaf with your soul and you can't hear.

i see the dark side of your saint.

the soap you've once used is getting smaller and smaller. will the pain disappears in the drain when i can't hold it anymore?

il etait un monde sans fin.

if there is tomorrow, how you gonna mask your face?
if there is no tomorrow, how are we gonna say good bye?
- Simon Hsueh 1990

all cards on the table as a end for me. you win.

hardest thing in the world is to be one's self.
how to resist the temptations when they appearing like dream but the sacrifices involved?

what pleasure do you deliberately hurting me and what all those free violences means?

sand, shore, wave, sun, humility, the smell on my hands ... you you you.

we're so close but yet so far tonight.

Je bosserais jusqu'à ce que je paralyse mon droit, alors ce sera le moment pour abuser ma gauche.

why everything reminds me of mmm...

self-love and selfish are two different things.

those pretend to be harmless are the most fatal.

some old posts from my blog:

我不愛的巴黎

Un Homme Aux Soleils - The story behind

Apprivoise-moi !

孔子 - 禮運大同篇 Confucius - Liyun - The Conveyance of Rites

we're like the same pole of the magnet. identical but will never click.

i survived 2009 cannes festival and i'm now invincible.
-- may 2009